Being aware of my ignorance... is better than being unaware but not knowing how to fix it?

And that ignorance being directly in the way of my future studies?

Unacceptable.

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I wonder still at the little things,

Like, a store that makes me feel good to walk into - or a house that makes my soul sing.

And I know some of the obvious triggers but why, for example, would walking into a Safeway make me go 'bleh'...

While walking into a TJ's make me smile? Or the Co-Ops. Just - smile and breathe deeply. Relax.

Why?